saya rindu die....












saya jeles ble tgk kwn2 sy dpt dating dgn shiawase...
















saya jeles ble curik2 baca msg2 sweet kawan2 sy dgn pasangan masing2 kt fb..



















saya sangaaaaaaatt amaaaaaattt soo badlyyy nk jumpa die sebenarnye
(T_T)


R.I.N.D.U

tgh2 bloghopping td,terjumpa lak blog yg teramat sayuu tuk dibaca:((

http://memorizulaikha.blogspot.com/

semoga kebenaran akan muncul,keciannnn baby tu(T_T)



"Cuma apa yang kami inginkan nak tahu apa yang terjadi coz Ijah kata masa pengasuh tu telefon ijah bagi tahu Arwah dan biru, Ijah masih terdengar Arwah menangis kuat di belakang... menangis seperti orang sakit... so persoalan itulah yang masih belum terjawab...kenapa Arwah menangis begitu kuat sekali...."

sotsuron mood,sila dtg kembalii

owh ok,nmppknye hrini mood utk meneruskan sisa2 thesis yg xreti2 nk siap tu blm dtg lg...
tulis 10patah je stop,godek2 kom sejam..ヤバイッすね！..
tetibe teringat lak dpt present cd from kohai-tachi last night..
everytime tgk video ni,hati tetibe jadik sayuu...
lg2 cikfni yg hati lembik lembut ni,laju je airmata..
sedey la,ble dgr msg2 dr drg...
tgk balik gmbr2 dr frst year smp skg,w/pon rs kelakar ble tgk zaman muda2 dolu,haha...
maybe korg yg tgk video ni xrase sgt kot,tp sbb diri sndiri yg alami,yg faham,yg igt all those bittersweeet memories,sgt tersentuuhh..
ok stop2,ade je banjir bilik ni jap g,hehe..
sbg tnd trima kasih,fni nk share dgn korg semua video yg juniors+seniors phd buatkan for us yg bakal grad this march,insyaAllah....











last but not least,our messages for them...yg baik jadikan teladan,yg buruk,tinggal2kan la..love u guys!!

lonely

Such a lonely day

And its mine

The most loneliestday of my life

Such a lonely day

Should be banned

It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life>

Such a lonely day

Shouldn't exist

It's a day that I'll never miss

Such a lonely day

And its mine

The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you

And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life

Life

Such a lonely day

And its mine

It's a day that

I'm glad I survived

leaving on a jet plane

All my bags are packed and I'm ready to go,
I'm standing here outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say good-bye.

But the dawn is breaking, it's early mornin',
The taxi is waiting and is blowing his horn,
I'm ready, I'm so lonesome, I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down,
So many times I've played around,
And I'll tell you that they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I think of you,
Every song I sing I sing for you,
When I'll come back, I'll wear your wedding ring(oh i wish=P)

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again<--no2,ill come back next 10hb,but too sad,we cant meet each other(T_T)

Oh babe, I hate to go<--again,i HATE 2 go.. ++gonna miss u syg,oh no,missing u already(T_T)i hate 'perpisahan'++
++yet,cant wait to b home^-^++

daging salai masak lemak

oh ok,smlm encik bf tlh menunjukkan kehebatanskill memasak msakan n9 nye,so terhasilla daging salai masak lemak n9,hehe..menurut kata beliau,resipi die men hentam je,tp not bad la,adela rasanya,ngehehe..

resepinye amatla mudah tuk sesapa yg malas spt kami ini,hehe..

bahan2:
#daging 4 ketul besar
#sbtg serai-ketuk2
#bawang besar-hiris
#sedikit halia-hiris
#bwg putih-xltk sbb khbsan stok,hehe
#soo hoon
#cili api-ikut thp ketahanan pedas masing2
#serbuk kunyit
#garam gula

cara2:

• frst,rebus daging besar2 smp masak+separa lembut

• ble da msk,kuarkan sejukkan n hiris nipis2..lg nipis lg bykla dpt,ngehehe..

• then,salaikan dgg tu atas fry pan..skjp je,jgn garing sangat,xjd salai lak cmtu(apa mksd sbnr salai pn x tau sbnrnye...)

• tnp tumis2,masukkan air rebusan dgg td dan semua bhn diatas kecuali santan dan soo hoon..cili api tu spttnye diblend,tp disebabkan nk cpt n malas makan masa,so hiriskan nipis2 shj pn occay!

• ble dgg da btol2 lembut,masukkan santan(1/2 kotak kecik santan) dan soo hoon.SIAP!

note:ble da masukkan soo hoon,kuah jd kering,so tmbh air lbh skit...



"ku sangka kan panas smp ke ptg,tp........isk3 da lama x nangis cm org mati laki(T_T) td,ntah2 terbatal puasa aku sbb lbh2 sgt nangis*yeke ek?*...sedeynye rase,agaknye tuhan mmg nk uji hambanya yg hina ini,xpn tuhan mmg nk bg keinsafan kat aku yg teramat sengal ini..but nobody`s perfect aite,so dun expect me to b as perfect as an angel..."

rindu..

rindu nye rase kt 3serangkai members,wani n neeto..
sabishi gile rase bile kne tggl srg2 niigata ni(T_T)
semua da blk mesia,ryoko etc...
n some of 'sakibaki' yg ade ni pn sama je mcm xde,memasing bt hal sndiri*sigh*
x lupa juga encik bf pn sebok bercinta dgn laut,taula okinawa laut sume camtek2:(*jewlesh*
mmg saja je nk menambahkan kesedeyhan fni ni...



p/s;thanx 2 neeto sbb kol cikpuan td,soo sweet of u dear..br terasa lega skit lpas bt luahan hati kt neeto,im stuck alone ere!xsbr nk pg tokyo cpt2 jmp mr.bf *sad*

(>_<)

kak da keguguran,soo sad 4 both of them...
hopefully abg n kak da tabah dgn semua ni.....(-_-)

another sad story....

tgh2 bt jikken,senpai dtg,da lama x jmp n sembang2 ngn die..skali die ckp bln9 ni die da xde,pg US,for 5months++++,shock n rase sabishii tibe2...
knapa fni nk rase sdey??
.kt ken9 ni dlm byk2 senpai,die yg plg fluent english,so klo x fhm nihonggo,die akn ckp dlm english n english die sgt mdh utk difahami(not like others nihonjin-english)
.sama tema ngn die,so die yg byk ajar dr zero smpla skrg...so ble die xde,kne tny senpai len,xsuke!!!!(T_T)
.die blk cni dlm bln 1 dkt2 bln 2 katanya,time tu da dkt sotsugyou happyou da,sdeynye:(
.n last but not least,die hensemmmm,pemangkin nk dtg ken9 da xde,huwawawaawawa*sigh*

sabishii(-.-)

p/s:ble bt jikken dpn die,trs kinchou,gelabah smp result jikken ni da jd pelik,kui3,malu~~~

bile emo menguasai diri...

situation 1:
msg2 ngn kohai...
kohai:korang xyhla blk awal sgt mesia pas sotsugyou nnt..bosanla bile sume xde,slalu borak psl benda ni ngan neeto,hurmm....
peaknee:hurmmm jgnla ckp psal ni,mmg xnk fkir,sbb nnt sdey!!!
kohai:2 r,sdey gk..lbh2 lg skg da masuk kouki,cpt je ms berlalu,hurmm...

btol,skg da nk masuk kouki,tggl 6bln++ je lg ktrg nk ronggeng sama2,jln sana sni sesama,then last skali drg sume akn htr kt eki,, fni blk mesia as syakaijin,omg i started crying!!!


situation2:

igt stop jela smp c2..
skali ee lak tgur,mntk gmbr picnic ktrg ms golden week hrtu...

eE- eE: misssnyyeeeeee sumerang
eE- eE: biler lagi nk jumpa nih
eE- eE: isk..isk..
eE- eE: sedih pulak
peaknee: kan..............
peaknee: :(
peaknee: lg2 kite ee
peaknee: sgt ssh utk berjumpa!!!
peaknee: hahaha*control sdey*
eE- eE: fini kau ni
eE- eE: aku tgh mengalirkan air mata nih
eE- eE: isk..isk..

yabai2,,ee pn da start nangis ni,doushiyouu,sdar2 aku pn da nangis sama!!!!(again?!)sbb da start pk ble sume org start their new life(x kesahla syakaijin/insei),sure da x sama kan rasanya...n lg sdey ble bestfrens sndiri stay nihon lg,xtau ble bley jmp,sdeynye.......

situation3:

smbg ym ngn ummi plak....
biasala,ngn ummi mestila ckp psal2 bf la kan,since we`re in da same boat(bf akn stay kt nihon),lgla laju airmata ku mengalir..
yes,every beginning has its end n i hate dis kind of end...
memangla kn,kalau fkir2 blk,kt sni pn ktrg bkn dkt pn,nk jmp pn kne naik flite segala,n kalau org dgr,da 4thn cmni,xkn x biasa2 lagi kn,gedix,ye mmg x biasa!
sbb stiap kali nk berpisah,fni mmg akan nangis nangis dan nangis!!!
but atleast kt nihon ni,mcm ade hrapan lg la kan nk jmp every 6months(plg lama) tp kalau da srg kt mesia srg kt nihon,tmbh plak c bf nye mmg sdkit lupa tanahair nye type,mmg jawabnye sthn la ktrg xkn jmp...
hbs cmne fni x patut nangis everytime terpkir psal hal ni....

conclusion di sni,slama 4thn ni sdey ble nk berpisah ngan family n bf je,but next year,kne face berpisah dgn semua org kt nihon!!!!!!

"yaAllah,aku berlindung pada-Mu dr rasa sedih dan gelisah dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dr sikap pengecut dan bakhil dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dr cengkaman hutang dan penindasan org"