paranoid?!

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dear diary...

am i too paranoid?????blm pape da pk bkn2,soooo negative thinker(>.<)
tp benda ni since kt skola lg kot,kalo ade gaduh ngn membe skit
trus terpikir"ouchh,habisla,mst aku da x dpt kwn ngn die lg,sampai bile2 gaduh,kalau jmp kt dm(dewan makan)cmne,mst xbest,bla3.."xmatured kan?huhu tp tula fini..

then ble da grown up skit,da pndai bercinta,mkn menjadi2 paranoid nye..
ble c dia x layan ke call x dpt ke,mula la pk"alamak,die x suka aku ke,da xnk lyn aku ke,huwaaaa..."(lg2 kalau kite yg bt salah,haha)

knape fni tetibe je tlis psal paranoid ni??
hihi sbnrnye bnd ni br je terase lg td!
moonyatid yg nyot la ni ckp haku front-stab,sbb bt blog len,then tetibe trs aku rase sgt bersalah,pk drg btl2 marah,da xnk berkwn sume,waahahaha wut a shame,but then,ble msg die,die gelak2 je,huhu ngok btlla fni ni,haiiihh~~

so,anyone knows how to get rid of this sengalness??(bley ke??)