bile emo menguasai diri...

situation 1:
msg2 ngn kohai...
kohai:korang xyhla blk awal sgt mesia pas sotsugyou nnt..bosanla bile sume xde,slalu borak psl benda ni ngan neeto,hurmm....
peaknee:hurmmm jgnla ckp psal ni,mmg xnk fkir,sbb nnt sdey!!!
kohai:2 r,sdey gk..lbh2 lg skg da masuk kouki,cpt je ms berlalu,hurmm...

btol,skg da nk masuk kouki,tggl 6bln++ je lg ktrg nk ronggeng sama2,jln sana sni sesama,then last skali drg sume akn htr kt eki,, fni blk mesia as syakaijin,omg i started crying!!!


situation2:

igt stop jela smp c2..
skali ee lak tgur,mntk gmbr picnic ktrg ms golden week hrtu...

eE- eE: misssnyyeeeeee sumerang
eE- eE: biler lagi nk jumpa nih
eE- eE: isk..isk..
eE- eE: sedih pulak
peaknee: kan..............
peaknee: :(
peaknee: lg2 kite ee
peaknee: sgt ssh utk berjumpa!!!
peaknee: hahaha*control sdey*
eE- eE: fini kau ni
eE- eE: aku tgh mengalirkan air mata nih
eE- eE: isk..isk..

yabai2,,ee pn da start nangis ni,doushiyouu,sdar2 aku pn da nangis sama!!!!(again?!)sbb da start pk ble sume org start their new life(x kesahla syakaijin/insei),sure da x sama kan rasanya...n lg sdey ble bestfrens sndiri stay nihon lg,xtau ble bley jmp,sdeynye.......

situation3:

smbg ym ngn ummi plak....
biasala,ngn ummi mestila ckp psal2 bf la kan,since we`re in da same boat(bf akn stay kt nihon),lgla laju airmata ku mengalir..
yes,every beginning has its end n i hate dis kind of end...
memangla kn,kalau fkir2 blk,kt sni pn ktrg bkn dkt pn,nk jmp pn kne naik flite segala,n kalau org dgr,da 4thn cmni,xkn x biasa2 lagi kn,gedix,ye mmg x biasa!
sbb stiap kali nk berpisah,fni mmg akan nangis nangis dan nangis!!!
but atleast kt nihon ni,mcm ade hrapan lg la kan nk jmp every 6months(plg lama) tp kalau da srg kt mesia srg kt nihon,tmbh plak c bf nye mmg sdkit lupa tanahair nye type,mmg jawabnye sthn la ktrg xkn jmp...
hbs cmne fni x patut nangis everytime terpkir psal hal ni....

conclusion di sni,slama 4thn ni sdey ble nk berpisah ngan family n bf je,but next year,kne face berpisah dgn semua org kt nihon!!!!!!

"yaAllah,aku berlindung pada-Mu dr rasa sedih dan gelisah dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dr sikap pengecut dan bakhil dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dr cengkaman hutang dan penindasan org"